Oy Web – A Place to Kvetch

I found this in my Journal from 1993 and I wanted to share it with everyone

I still can’t believe I made this move. It’s my 6th month in Los Angeles and I really do love it. I met the best boyfriend ever, Boynton. He’s so different than all my other boyfriends in the way that he’s super buff but super duper sweet. I’ve never dated anyone like him before. He is exactly what I need right now, his comfort. Even though I love him, I don’t see us getting married or anything but he has taught me so many things about life and love.

When I told mom he used to be a dancer at a male review, she flipped her nuts, but anyone who meets him sees nothing but a sincere angel.

He is just what I have been waiting for. )

I have everything I’ve ever wanted but I still have my ‘not so good’ moments.

The weather is so nice out today. It’s so sunny and bright but I kind of want it to be grey and wet. Something just isn’t right and it’s not fair.

I had such a great week last week. This week took a turn for the worse. I began to spiral but I made sure I held on to any crumb of an ounce of life that was still remaining in my blood.

I called Boynton when I got off work and he met me immediately because I told him how bad I felt. I just needed someone to really care and he knew that. I left my car at work and he drove. We ended up going through the drivethru at Checkers and then made our way to the beach.

Neither one of us talked, we just sat there for an hour straight.

I just needed to know that ’someone’ cared, that’s all.
Sometimes it’s so nice just know that someone cares for you because when caring for yourself is sometimes so hard you just need that extra hand.